Foxy

life is so fragile.
last week i was been crying a lot and i dont have the appetite to eat at all...and some days i didnt even eat. i know crying doesnt help but i just couldnt help it.

my mom and i went to the vet with foxy last week and the doctor said that she has Canine Distemper Virus. this virus would cause her whole body to twitch (its like hiccups) every second. he said the best thing to do is put her to sleep because her body is like having cramps and she would die in pain...my tears just start pouring down instantly and i went out of the doctor's office. i just couldnt listen anymore its just too painful.

my mum look trough everywhere to get help for her but all the vets that she called up just wouldnt treat her. till one recommended her to send her to UPM because they treat all kinds of animal there. we brought her there and the doctor said that her chance is 50/50 to live but it all depends on her immune system. so they put her in the wad. me and my brother takes turn to visit her in the hospital with my mom. but my mum went to see her everyday.
today foxy was discharge form the hospital that she was in because there is another dog coming in with a different virus case and they dont want her to be infected with it.

foxy is really weak now and she hardly could walk and she keeps falling down when she stand up.
its so painful to see her like that. its even more painful to see nexus (my other dog) being seperated from her.

foxy was a stray dog. my mom took her in because she just keep coming into our house. she's the cutest dog which acts like a cat that i've seen.

Notes from the Hibernating Bunny

i'm back from Langkawi and back to being bored. langkawi was nice even though i didnt brought anything due to being stranded in the berjaya resort with the sky high price of their shutter and bringing us to their mall which doesn't sell stuff that i need. i wanna go to Kuah Town not the mall! the things in the mall aren't cheap (and they say that its tax free...they probably add in their own tax).
anyway its been raining like crazzzy everyday and yesterday i experimented my photography skill because it was raining and my Internet was super slow and of course i have nothing better to do. luckily i haven't return the camera back (i need to go get my own, but its so expensive) i took a couple of shots that was inspired by one of the National Geographic picture. since i doubt that my brother wants to be my model, so i have no choice but to experiment on myself. i want models, ANY ONE WANTS TO BE MY MODEL?? hahahaha lol.
i'm so bored at home and the weather isnt helping either. i feel like all i ever do at home is sleep. geeze its like i'm hibernating for winter. i'm bored...

My sleepness nights of nightmares

i've been so busy lately with the never ending piling up of assignments. the previous weeks i've been trying to complete my photography assignment. week after week i would need to show my lecturer my photographs and every single week he would reject them and i would need to redo them. for those of you that would like to see my photography work please go to My Flickers. its nothing over the top but i'm glad that my lecturer likes the final result because i've spend too much money in the printing process that currently i'm broke for the soon to come holidays.
other than that i was also tied up with my typography assignment.i was required to design a book cover and then two huge celebrity spread.

yup thats my work.
then there is the copywriting group work. that assignment really kills me because i have group members that wasnt contributing much. like i was seriously piss off when i heard that people telling me that my group wasnt doing anything from the my member that is the one whos not contributing much. i was furious. i couldnt believe that that such things would be said. i mean all of us was doing the assignment probably except you. such bullsh!t. i spent sleepless night doing the stupid design while i dont know where the heck you are and in the end me and my other members who are doing it get to be blame for not doing anything. guess you're smart to take credit in the end. what crap.
anyway i'm having my exam on wednesday and after that is woopie!!! hols for two whole freking month!

Forgotten

Though the whisper

I open my eyes and found my self

Lying in the darkness

Everything around me has disappear

I was barely awake

When I was woke up by the silence

Feeling numb and pain

But it was all slowly fading away

As I walk along the caligo street

Lit by night

I saw faces that I recognised

They might be the forgotten ones

They pass me by like ghost passing through walls

They seems so sad, none was happy

Then I saw her a girl who is confuse

Asking for help but no one cares

As I ask myself is she okay

But in truth I know that there’s no cure for death

Surfs Up!

last weekend i went surfing in Sunway Lagoon with rod. it was my first time there (yes i know i'm a freak...lol that's what rod called me) anyway he told me that the place used to have cooler water rides well the fact that he know so much bout that place cuz he used to be a lifeguard there. after the rides we went to chill at the swimming pool. as a person who cant swim...height became an advantage for me to breathe in the surface (LOL).
apprently you can only surf in the late evening and as our time comes to surf, we gotta carry out surf board from one corner where they kept the boards to the other corner where the surf beach is and it ain't light (wonder which idiot instructed this).
anyway when we get to the beach rod told me to stay at the 1.5m to catch the wave while he's gonna be at the back. well when i first got into the water with the surfboard, its quite easy to balance on it. all you have to do is lay flat on it...what can be so hard right, wrong. after laying flat on the board you would need to paddle like there's no tomorrow when the wave is coming. well the first couple of time is alright but after that you'll eventually be exhausted. so far i've not learn to stand yet (after all this is only my first time, i'm no pro) but it was really great.
after surfing we returned the board (which is like located at the edge of the world if you know what i mean..)
at night we went to buka puasa at our favorite restaurant Sake Sushi. after a long day, the best thing is EAT! hahaha we both love food so much that we order a second bowl of rice (maybe we're just hungry)
after that we hangout a bit till its time to go home.
i would like to do this again, its awesome and we really enjoyed EVERYTHING! but...its tiring and not to mention ache and pains does come along

where's a four leave clover when i need it?

bad luck seems to keep catching up with one after another.
the other day i lost my wallet with all my important cards like my IC, driving licence, college card, account card,..etc. well loosing the wallet with every thing inside is just the beginning. even i lose money but renewing the lost items are REALLY pricey. i was pretty bump that i lose my favourite wallet (well i'm really picky at items like these-i cant just use any wallet and now its GONE!). so basically i go around these days with no wallet and i just pocket what i need.
well loosing the wallet isn't bad enough, few days ago when college reopened i was way too lazy to go college to listen to the orientation but my friend text me to pick her up from her house to take her to college, so i felt bad if i said no and so i agreed to pick her up but when i was ont the way to her house i took a wrong turn and i turn into some place that seems to go on and on to god knows where and i panic so when i found a traffic light, i made a U turn and the next thing i know CRACK... my car hit the side pavement. when i reach my friend's place i almost couldn't open the door. i went out of my car and the side of it was damaged (OMG!!!!) with the damage like that i was thinking to go hide myself and not go home...
its seems that bad luck just likes to hit me again and again

the story of all blacks jersey

i know that he loves All Blacks. so i decided what is better to give him for his birthday than an All Blacks item but the thing is All Blacks stuff is not sold here officially. infact its really difficult to find any of their items in malaysia cuz All Blacks is not a really big thing here unlike football.
i went everywhere looking for it and finally i found their jersey!
he love the All Blacks jersey that i gave him (he better love it cuz that jersey aint cheap and i went through alot of trouble to get that)
well i'm a sucker at lying so basically he dig out the surprise from me first before i brought the jersey for him. anyway when i was waiting for him to fetch me i saw a car painted with All Blacks and so did he. the funny and not to mention childish thing that he did is he kept waving the all blacks jersey that i gave him to the all blacks painted car. he said that i wanna show that guy we share the same passion. i was laughing so hard that i use the paper bag to cover myself and i thought i was the crazy weird one XD